Do you know what it’s like to love a friend who loves the love of your life more than he loves you?
For her to love him back
For them to lie to you
because they love you…
Then, you being you, forgive them because HEY… feelings are feelings… we aren’t in control.
Fuck, I mean, I did…
I feel like a piece of shit.
I feel like I have no future.
I feel like… wait… I know that I’m broke and unambitious.
I live in a big white mansion surrounded by these people that are doing well for themselves.
I guess the difference between myself and this house is that secretly I want to be…